mallika

So close I nvr thought v will be…
Didn’t knw u.. but believed it all true.. wen I looked at u.. 

I looked... looked into ureyes.. saw wat all I ws looking fr.. frm so long..
Didn’t knw… but listened to you as I ws waiting to hear it frm you..

U held my hand.. d world stopped dere fr me…
Didn’t knw u.. but felt as its completing me & my love fr u..

So close I nvr thought v will be…
I melted in urarms wen I saw d world meant fr two..
Didn’t knw.. but hugged as dis is wat belongs to me..& I nvr wanna loose too..

I Mesmerized by d glance u gv to say dat u feel d way I feel fr u..
Didn’t knw.. bt ws trusting d click felt by d two…

I loved wat I ws sailing thru..
I loved d touch..which made me felt dat complete wid u..

I loved d one.. who just said it once bt made me believe dat he loves me too..
I loved to love him too… & made it all happen to mk him feel special
& live d way he wanted it fr two…

but didn’t knw, dat so close I nvr thought v will be…
bcz it ws d illusion I had it.. nvr thought dat dreams nvr cum true..
wen u alone having d will to do & vision fr two…

Dis is ma journey…
From 4 to 26..
Came a long way...
Wid noone’s say..
Changed a lot..
Wid wat all I got..
Smiles few but vry true..
Exist wid d only ones,I knew..
I loved dem all..as d best I can ever do..
Dey moved away as dey nvr knew wat to do..
Felt d pain alone..
Nvr cried in front of two..
Failed, fail again & again..
Lose d hope once..bt again say to d one I knew..
Knew from d time I felt evrythng new..
Yes I can do.. I wil do it fr u.. :)

I've never been for the word love
As silly as it may seem
Too many people just say it
But not knowing what it means

And even though I am in love
It's something I'll never show
I'll never stop to say that words
So I'll guess you'll never know

I've never been for promises
They make people look like fools
No one ever means to keep them
They'll be broken just like rules

And even though I am sincere
And feel it's something I owe
I can't say I'll be there for you
So I'll guess you'll never know

I've never been for love symbols
Those really stupid tokens
People give them out like presents
Then leave your heart all broken

And even though I want to kiss
You under the mistletoe
I don't feel its right to do that
So I'll guess you never know

I've never been for anyone
Cause there's no one just like you
How can I tell you how I feel
When this world made love untrue

And even though I feel for you
I'll let my emotions go
I don't think these words mean enough
So I'll guess you'll never know

I've never been for sad goodbyes
Cause I don't know what I'll lose
I've never left a friend behind
It is something I will refuse

And even though I really want you
Away my love, I will throw
I can't say what you want to hear
So I'll guess you'll never know